darkest day ...

The earthquake in Christchurch today has really shaken me. My heart goes out to anyone and everyone that has been affected by this horrific disaster. The death toll stands at 65 right now, I hope that those who have and those that will be killed can rest in peace.

warm me up and breathe me ...

So, I spent a few hours cleaning out my wardrobe today. Actually, I'm still not finished really. I've got piles of folded clothes all over the living room floor because it's just too hot to sit upstairs.

It looks like I'm giving away just about half of what was in my wardrobe. Hopefully someone else can get some wear out if because I certainly haven't been. So, when I drop off my stuff at the Salvation Army or wherever, I'll probably buy some cute vintage statement pieces. If they have anything good.

I'm slowly thinning out, building up and organising my wardrobe for university- which can't be anything but good.

lips like morphine ...

i want to feel a kiss just crush me and break me down. knock me out. cause i've waited for all my life. laughing somewhere far beyond buds and berries. and i find myself in wonderland. do you feel her running through your veins. she will always lie forever. and i swear to you on everything i am, and i dedicate to you all that i have, and i promise you that i'll stand right by your side, forever and always until the day i die. don't think we don't see your scars. are you afraid of who you are. imagination baby can take you far, don't be afraid to come off slightly bizarre. turn into something, oh put on something black. sexy say yeah. call me over just like i am too much. get ready to leave. running through the monsoon. rette mich. because the dj got us falling in love again. who took the bomp. and i find myself in solitude. are you hanging by a thread or swinging from the rope. this life starts with a heartbeat and it's a beat, beat, beat, beat beating me down. with rough hands and sore eyes. i am home but just for tonight. we are, we are. the youth of the nation. break my fall. show your colours.

and it really doesn't matter ..

if we don't eat and it really doesnt matter if we never sleep. no, it really doesn't matter, really doesn't matter at all. 'cause we are so young now.

we are so young.  ♥

drowning me in my dreams ...

I suppose I should probably take back my hatred of today as a "holiday". Today wasn't terrible. Well, that's an understatement. Today was actually rather awesome for me. I loved it.

I'm not sure I'm quite convinced though.

we don't waste no precious time ...

And so the countdown begins to my least favourite day of the year. Four more days. Ugh. I hate valentine's day with a vengeance. It only seems to serve as a reminder to all of the single people of the world, that they are exactly that; single. Then, for everyone that isn't single- it adds a ridiculous amount of pressure to make the day special.

It just seems sort of redundant to me. But then again, I'm not exactly an optimist.

I guess we'll see what happens.

we don't sleep when the sun goes down ...

So, it seems that this blog is destined to go the way every other journal/blog has gone for me so far. It's getting slowly forgotten about. But I refuse to let it go that way. That simply will not do.

So, what has happened since January 14th?  Well, a lot of the same. ACP wasn't as awesome as I thought it would be- through no fault of the ACP organisers, just the weather was abismal and I was running low on sleep. So, I slept on the grass in Auckland domain for a while.  Did I mention that the grass was wet? >.<

On the way to the movies from ACP, we got into a car accident. Luckily, nobody was seriously hurt, just a few cuts and bruises. But it certainly lowered the tone of the day some more. However, nothing that hanging out in the food court with friends can't fix. Four letter words and "Destroy This Journal" make for fun times.

I found out that I got into law at AU. So, I'm super excited. I can't wait for university to just start already. I've already gotten my ID card and my textbooks, all that's left to do is pay my fees.

But then again, I'm starting to freak out a bit now: starting uni and not being a child anymore. It's all a bit daunting. Though, I'm almost sure I can handle it.

Only time will tell, I suppose.

Parachute weekend was actually awesome. Aside from some trouble with our tent, it was awesome. Skillet were even better than I imagined live. I can't wait to see them again, and I'm starting the count down again for Parachute 2012. One of the best weekends I've had so far.

This summer is awesome. ♥